VENTING, SORRY

Eula "Evie" R.
on 12/17/11 10:18 pm - Mount Nebo, WV

Good Sunday Morning,
I lost 1.6 lb this week. Weight 154.6 Goal 130 lbs. Been 9 months the 20th.. Funny but just right now a lb here and there is fine with me. I am not in a race right now. I don't want to overeat either.
I pray for everyone that has been on this journey awhile, ones just had surgery, ones that are are trying to be approved and ones that is just going with the flow, like me. I pray for you all.

I am still having a hard time seeing after both eyes, having cataracts removed, crystens put in, should be 20/20 vision, it is taking time. The Dr. would like for me not to use glass's if I can help it. It takes up to 3 months to heal. But still drives me nuts trying to see.

I have been down some because this is my first year without my big sister and it hurts so much, for Christmas. To beat it all, my husband went to visit her husband yesterday. My husband came home and said her husband sent her ashes to me. I just just about passed out, ok that was a shock and a little while later, my husband walked in with a box and I thought it was a gift that came in the mail. It was my sisters ashes, I really wanted to hit him and her so called husband also. Just please not now. I lost it just thinging of her beautiful red hair being burned in that box and her. I know I am not the only person that lost someone. I just wished they would of waited until after Christmas to give them to me. My family does not know I have them yet. My husband said he did not mean to hurt me and he was sorry. I know I am not being a Christan acting like this. Just need your prayers.

I love Jesus and he is my #1. I don't want to be less for him.

I really love you all. HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS! I can hardly see what I am writing so hope is written ok.

God Bless
Evie

Crunchy As Can Be
on 12/17/11 11:05 pm - NY

VSG on 05/10/11

Dear Evie, my prayers to you and your family during this very difficult time. I hope things start getting a little easier for you soon and that you can find some comfort amongst all your grief.

Take care,
Emily

~~Emily~~

onemoretry
on 12/17/11 11:52 pm - GA

VSG on 03/21/12

Evie, I pray things start to get better for you soon. Dealing with death is never easy, but it does get better with time.{{{{{HUGS}}}}}

Valerie K.
on 12/18/11 12:26 am - Dearborn, MI

VSG on 07/19/10

Evie I am so sorry you are feel so down. Death is never easy around the holidays is when people miss there loved ones more. I am praying for ya.

My surgeon gave me the tool. Now it is up to me to use it right.

Hislady
on 12/18/11 12:49 pm - Vancouver, WA

Lap Band on 10/19/07

I understand how difficult this time of year is. The young man who would have been my grandson in law, took his own life on Dec 22 four years ago. So this time of year is hard for all of us too and while it hurts a little less as years go by we still remember it as if it happened yesterday. We find the best thing for us to do is keep busy, maybe help out at church or with some of the charitable organazations that are so busy this time of year. It is hard and sometimes only a good cry will help and that's OK too. Just try to remember the good times you shared.