Judy 52
well today is Aug. 1st, 2007. I haven't posted in a while. this is all new to me. I'm glad the old stuff is gone. now to start anew.I've gained about 20 to 25 lbs. I never made goal. that is all about to change. I have to get back the mind set that I used to be in. My mother had a stroke in Jan. and things have been pretty bad as of late. but there I go again. blaming something for my problems. that is going to stop too. I did eat better today. No sugar. that is a big one for me. No pop either. No chips either. hurrah!!!!! I went to the grocery store this morning and shopped and got lots of vegs. and fruits. I will get my protein in also. until later. Today is Nov. Ist. I weighed 193 this morning. tomorrow is a new day and I will start again. I have allowed myself to get back into the old rutt. I watched Opray and dr. Oz today too. I learned a lot. Since I've gotten my computer fixed I can now post more. later. 04-23-08 I'm back down to `187 again. I have been there for some time now except for being sick a few weeks ago and going to 181 but I shot right back up when I got better. I have just returned from Cancun, Mexico. It was great. I am still working on getting to goal. I think I have just lost sight of what I am working for. But that will change.Today is 11-02-08. My computer has been messed up so I haven't been able to post. I weighed 185 this morning. I don't know what happened that I didn't get down like others did. Yes I do. I didn't do what I was supposed to. I don't have a support group to attend that is close to me. Hunnington is a 3 hour drive and with gas prices like th y are it is impossible to attend those. This web site helps me more than anything tho. I can look at the pictures of the successes and just get so inspired. I'm still in a size 12. I still wear all my same clothes. I've worn them now for 3 years so this winter I will try and get back on course. I don't eat all that much but it is what I eat and I don't exercise like I should. But that is going to change when I post again it will be different. I didn't go thru all I've experienced to just get where I am and be stuck. I think I got it in my head that I would get to 180 and when I did I felt like I had completed m y journey but that is not so. 140 is my new goal. Later.
