May 30, 2005

I have been overweight ALL my life. I have tried diet after diet. I lose, get hungry and gain back what I've lost plus more. I am so ashamed of how I look.

I want this surgery more than I've ever wanted anything in my whole life. I go to the seminar on June 28th when I get back from Florida. I'm scared to get my hopes up because I'm afraid my insurance won't approve the surgery.

I'm tired of my ankles swelling. I'm tired of acid coming up in my throat and burning right after I eat anything. I'm tired of bile spilling up and into my lungs. I'm tired of the veins in my legs aching constantly. I'm tired of trying to smile when inside I'm hurting. I'm tired of being depressed. I want my turn to be "normal". I'm tired of everyone telling me I have big bones. I'm tired of being tired all the time. I'm just plain tired and I don't want to be this way anymore!

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Westlake, LA
May 26, 2005
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