Tammi Sandoval
THE MIRROR
Jan 26, 2009
I noticed as I was getting ready this morning,as I wiped the steam from the mirror I was shocked to see who was starring back at me. I took a step back thinking to my self wow, then I actually heard myself say out loud WHO ARE YOU? The feeling that came over me was "its me I finially found me." I am not that scared person any more hiding inside a fat shell. Really that is what I was just a shell to hide in. Inside was me the true me, the me that wants to live, the me that wants to succeed, I escaped and I am starting to live my dreams, I continued to get ready thinking of the day that past I went to the mall with my husband and 2 step children on Saturday and as we walked I noticed a few things first I really enjoyed myself being among people, I was not worried that everyone was watching me. I also for the first time felt so lite as if I wasflowing. I realised for the first time I was not carring an extra person around and it felt great, I actually could feel the difference. The smile this put on my face I know I was glowing.
realising this was who I am becomming, life is great and the weight is still comming off. I am blessed God is so great
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monitor, WA
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28.3
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Surgery
07/16/2008
Surgery Date
Apr 13, 2008
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