Christmasgirl
The blessed 120's
Jan 29, 2008
Other than that, things have been going pretty well. I went to my cancer doctor today (I'm 10 years cancer free, but still go for regular check ups). They had a picture of me in my file and told me that since it didn't even look like me anymore, they were going to take another. I literally took up 1/2 the space in the picture as before. She gave me my fatty picture as a souvenir (of what, I'm not sure.) Anyway, I showed it around at work and people kept saying, "You weren't that big!!" OH BUT I WAS!! I guess I should be glad people forgot how huge I was!! I wish I could forget!! OH - I bought a new scale that measures body fat. YIKES! Depending on the time of day, sometimes I am almost 100% FAT! Well, maybe that's a little of an exaggeration, but really. What does a girl have to do for God's sake????
Okay - exciting things that have happened:
- I wore a size 4 for the first time
- I wore bikini underwear for the first time in a long time without the underwear completely disappearing
- I got down into the 120s
- I found out my insurance covers tummy tucks if they are medically necessary
- Somebody called me "Tiny"
A new year!!
Jan 01, 2008
The Good and the Bad
Oct 24, 2007
7 Months Out
Oct 18, 2007
New Milestone:
10/15 - I wore a size 6P suit to work.
The 140s
Sep 22, 2007
I hit the 140s today. I really want to be in the 120s, but, hey, I'm no complainer. Hopefully, if I can just stop snacking at night, I will zip through the 140s in no time. I am pretty happy, however, because I was stuck at 150 for a good 2 or 3 weeks. My scale is such a tease! Oh, I found some half naked pictures of myself, which I took as before pictures. (Me in just underwear.) I think when I'm hungry, I will go look at those. They make me pretty nauseous.
6 Months Out
Sep 15, 2007
I'm healthy, I exercise and I feel great. I think I eat a little too much, however. I can sure put it away and I have to be careful. Be sure to check out my before and after pictures in the photos section. The "before" sideview picture is especially disgusting, so prepare yourself. I also put a before and after of my husband. He did not have the surgery, but started eating more like me and lost 59 pounds.
Okay, here are some milestones:
3/28 - I finally left the hospital and I was ALIVE
6/13 - I weighed the same amount (169) as I did after the dreaded Atkins Diet. I also went shopping and did NOT have to shop in the fatty section. I was a 14 again!
7/20 - I went from OBESE to OVERWEIGHT on the BMI chart
9/8 - I went shopping and bought clothes that were size 10 petite. SIZE 10?!?!!?!? Can you believe it. That last time I wore a 10 was 12 years ago! ( Although my husband says I was always a 10 )
FUTURE GOALS
Lose 15 pounds and weigh 136. I will then be NORMAL on the BMI chart.
Lose 16 more pounds - I will then weigh 120 pounds - MY GOAL WEIGHT.
5 MONTHS OUT
Aug 17, 2007
3 months out
Jun 29, 2007
All better now - 2 months out
May 17, 2007
It is AMAZING how quickly your body can heal. When I got out of the hospital on March 28, I did not even have the energy to comb my own hair. I could walk in a store for about 5 minutes, and then had to find a place to rest . Now? I am exercising 45 minutes, 5 times a week. I stay awake all day (that's right - no naps.) Although I still have residual back pain from my hospital stay (what in the world happended to me in there?), I feel really amazing. Despite everything that happened, I would do it again! Oh, and the best part, I have lost 43 pounds!!
Surgery Recap
Apr 11, 2007
I had gastric bypass surgery on March 13. I was released from St. Luke's hospital on March 15 and went home. However, I could not keep any food down and found myself in extreme pain most of time. I returned to St. Luke’s on Friday (March 16) and an upper GI was performed. I was told I was fine and sent home. My doctor was out of town and I was forced to deal with an on-call doctor. He told me nothing was medically wrong with me and maybe the inability to keep food down was “normal for me.” Well, I begged to be admitted to the hospital on Friday, but no dice. (A sad day when I, a fine trial attorney, cannot convince someone to do what I want!) Anyway, I continued to call the on call doctor all weekend, because I was terribly sick and in so much pain. I threw up so violently on Sunday night, I injured myself. I again called the doctor and he told to follow up with my regular doctor on Monday. I spent Sunday night in agony, doubled over in pain and nausea.
On Monday morning,
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My pneumonia finally cleared enough to release me from the ICU on March 25. On Sunday, I was moved to a regular room, where my recovery began. The first night out of ICU was painful and frightening. I was subject to nightmares most of the night, only to wake to the crushing pain (and no morphine!) of two surgeries and pneumonia on my body. I was delirious and accusatory when I woke in the middle of the night. I thought I was being tortured and let my night nurse know! He was very nice and understanding, however, and explained to me what had happened and brought me some hot tea.
By Wednesday, March 28 I was well enough to go home. However, as an added bonus, I found out the radiologist read the Upper GI wrong and I should not have been sent home from the E.R. As of today,