Kay-K
Where do I begin??? I have been heavy all my life but I would say it turned to MO the last 7 years. When I look back now I realize I have nothing to look back on. I avoid the camera at all costs. So every trip or family gathering and even holidays we have pictures but very few include me. I don't like pictures because it shows the real me not the image I picture in the mirror everyday. I've heard of people who look in the mirror and see fat even when they are skinny but to look in the mirror and think I'm not that big when I really am?
I have a two year old son Andrew and two soon to be step children CJ - 9 and Karizma - 7. They want to go for bike rides, go swimming, play on the trampoline and I can't I am missing out on so much. The kicker for me was when Andrew was two steps ahead of me and started running for the street thankfully he stopped in time because as hard as I tried I couldn't catch him. I am supposed to be here protecting him and I couldn't.
This is my chance to have a better quality of life with my fiancee and my children and I am not going to let anyone stop me!
