Feb 17, 2017
So disgusted right now. Went to my doctors appointment yesterday and found out I had gained 9 pounds. I was in the grocery store today and my back was hurting so bad and I was drenched in sweat. I was so embarrassed. I just broke down and cried on the drive home. I can't live like this anymore. Been doing lots of research and I asked my doctor to refer me to a good bariatric surgeon. I don't want to be 329 pounds any longer. There is so much I want to do and I feel like life is passing me by. I'd love to start dating and eventually get married someday. I want to be a mother more than anything before it's too late. I fear time is running out at 34. I'm in no condition to keep up with kids at this weight. I suffer from polycystic ovarian syndrome and have already had to have one ovary removed. I know weight plays a factor in this and if I don't get it under control I fear I'll soon be infertal if I'm not already. I have to have this surgery for so many reasons. I know it will be a long hard road ahead, but will be worth it to not only improve my quality of life, but to save my life.