MadisonRose

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So disgusted right now.  Went to my doctors appointment yesterday and found out I had gained 9 pounds.  I was in the grocery store today and my back was hurting so bad and I was drenched in sweat.  I was so embarrassed. I just broke down and cried on the drive home.  I can't live like this anymore.  Been doing lots of research and I asked my doctor to refer me to a good bariatric surgeon.  I don't want to be 329 pounds any longer.  There is so much I want to do and I feel like life is passing me by.  I'd love to start dating and eventually get married someday.  I want to be a mother more than anything before it's too late.  I fear time is running out at 34.  I'm in no condition to keep up with kids at this weight.  I suffer from polycystic ovarian syndrome and have already had to have one ovary removed.  I know weight plays a factor in this and if I don't get it under control I fear I'll soon be infertal if I'm not already. I have to have this surgery for so many reasons.  I know it will be a long hard road ahead, but will be worth it to not only improve my quality of life, but to save my life.