Mrs-Benichi
Well my story is that i have always struggled with my weight even very young and when i was 13yrs old i was tired of being laughed at or just adnored so i started running lifting weights and i weighed at that time 190pds and went down to 123and looked really good and felt good because then i was finally getting attention but then the other girls were jealous so a few i had to even fight i just couldnt win.Well i kept it off a few yrs till i became pregneant with 3rd son i really started after tubes were tied and i had been very abused and depressed also and now well i couldnt be any happier ive married the man of my dreams but he is from Morocco so we are still a little depressed because we need to be together but immagration is hard so we must be patient so now i feel i want to live and be healthy more for not only for me but my husband which he doesnt want me to do unless i really want to because he says he loves me as i am but he does want me healthy and happy.So its been hard for me because i also have rhumothoid so that has kept me a little from excercise because of pain but i am forceing my self as a min ago i did some walking and weights a bit and im proud i will try to do more but i still have problems looseing i dont know why so i need this surgery i plan on having the sleeve done i would of had it about 6months ago but i went to marry my husband and the darn medical wanted me to do 6nutrious apointments so im at my 3rd i need 3more I pray all goes well im 46 and im a little scared i dont like surgery at all especialy when they put ya to sleep it scares me but i believe highly in GOD so i leave it to him..thank you for reading and please feel free to send message or helpful thoughts i will appreciate..Milly
