Courtney, what a gorgous smile!!! Just think how you are going to look on the losing side!! I do have to say that my fears are the same as you. It didn;t bother me until my daughter started asking me what happens if you die? Well I have to weigh the benifits against the 1% mortality rate, I will say that I think we're both doing the thing that will make us happier in life. Hang in there, I'll be praying for you.
Hugs,
Marie