Laur, just wanted to post my deepest-heart's-desire-prayer for you. First, to thank Father God for such a precious life-long friend, and also to thank Him for holding you in the palm of His hand thru the years, and now thru this entire WLS process. I thank Him for bringing you thru a long journey of self-discovery, and now to the place of freedom. HalleluYah! Love, Reen