Hi Aileen, your day is coming up so very quickly! You have loads of friends here who love and support you. Lord, let your day come quickly and bless your surgeons hands. May you have painfree and uneventful surgery and a speedy uneventful surgery. Your next week will feel like an out of control roller coaster. This is perfectly normal! Your best rememdy will be to call your sweet angel, come in here and vent away. Luv ya, ((((((((hugs)))))))) Leonard