Hi Nicholas, Welcome to AMOS!!! Congratulations on going forward on your journey and having your first consult, etc. The more you read peoples stories, their frofiles, the board, the Q&A section and do more research, the better your chances of making the right decision for you. Come to the board and vent often and update your profile/journal weekly or monthly...it's great therapy and helps the "newbies" who are researching. Good luck on your journey/roller coaster ride. We'll be watching for updates! HUGS!! Carol Percel