Gloria, I too am having the same feelings. I've very excited and very nervous at the same time.I really can't say that I'm nervous for myself but I am really nervous for my family. I keep thinking about what if something happens to me and I leave them without their mom. Everyone tells me that the ups and downs about your decision is very common especially the close you get to you big day. My surgery is 12-6 in Phoenix Arizona. Best of luck and I will remember you in my prayers and please do the same for me.