Tamara,
My thoughts and prayers are with you today. In fact every time I woke up during the night, I said a prayer for you. I was exactly where you are now 4 weeks ago today (4/4) and I know how you feel. All I can say is that I thank God (and my angel, Marilyn, and my family) for carrying me through and I know you have the same team there with you, too. I'm thankful for each day because I know it is another step to a new life, full of health, happiness, and the ability to move around and see what wonders He has supplied. I also pray especially for Dr. Bergstein, that God will guide him and his staff during the surgery and that your recovery will be swift.
God Bless you and your family, Tamara.