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I will be attending the monthly seminar/meeting that Dr. Sergio T. Mejias does for new/prospective patients at St. Mary's on September 11th. I am both so nervous and very excited.

I'm tired of:

- feeling tired and achy when I wake up
- feeling like I'm not good enough as a girlfriend, mother, and daughter
- feeling like I'm a prisoner in my own body
- feeling like I am never clean enough
- worrying about body acne, odor and rashes
- being too embarrassed to go to the gynecologist
- taking up two seats everywhere
- being too large for airplane seats to the point where I have massive bruises from the chair pinching my hips
- also getting bruises from bumping into various things without even realizing it
- not being able to physically keep up with my son
- not being able to clean my own house
- being out of breath just from walking to the mailbox
- feeling depressed and worthless
- feeling like I have to wear all black or dark colors
- not being able to go swimming without feeling like I am grossing everyone out
- not meeting my online friends in person for fear of what they would think if they knew I was this obese
- feeling ugly and being in pain all of the time
- being told that I have "Such a pretty face...if only you could lose a little weight, hon" by old women ;-;