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Aug 22, 2009

So I am not sure what blogging is but I am guessing that it is like writing in a journal.  I had my surgery on September 10th 2008.  On the day of my surgery I weighed 275.  I currently weigh 183 and would like to lose another 13 to 15 pounds.  I am very happy and satisfied so far with the results.  My friends all think that I am crazy for wanting to lose more.  They say because I am tall that right now I am looking well and should not try to get any smaller.  I sometimes feel so guilty for wanting to lose more but according to my BMI I am still overweight.  I don't want to be overweight, I want my BMI tobe that of a normal and healthy figure.  I sometimes get on the WII board and it just makes me so mad when it measures my BMI and say overweight.  I don't ever want to be considered overweight so am I wrong for wanting to lose more.  I really do not think losing 15 more pounds will have me looking sickly as everyone keeps saying.  Sometimes I don't even want to discuss my weight with anyone because it seems like no one understands my struggle.  Any whoo I will try to come back on and write some more.  It seems to be therapeutic to write about my feelings and concerns.

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