feeling good, but some people.......

Jun 16, 2009

Ok, sorry about this little rant, but I am so MAD!!  Talked to my father yesterday, who didn't even know that I had had the surgery and when I told him he insulted me for having it.  You know, the same old, you lost it before without messing with your insides, why do that?  Diet and excersice, he says, like I haven't been doing that my whole adult and even teen years!!! This man has told me throughout my life how fat I am and now that I've made what I think is the best decision I could make to change it he makes me feel like crap.  I need to stay away from him, he only hurts me and makes me feel horrible about myself.    The sad part is, at 38, I still want his approval, love, and support.  He has never been able to do that.  Well, I let him know that last night and I think it's time for me to move on and forget him for awhile. 

Besides that little drama, I am feeling SO much better.  It is so nice to have OH to turn to right now.  Every question I have has been answered on here. I love IT!!  Finally got to have some "real" food today, cream of wheat and cream of potato soap, yum, LOL.   Looking forward to the next phase!

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06/09/2009
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Apr 13, 2009
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