AlohaJenniH.... A.
Let's see where do I begin..........
I was a thin kid and had a great childhood until my parents made me move from my home Chugiak Alaska to Conneticut, in my junior year of high school, I hated life and them for that, so I started on a self destructive path, I met a guy who was 9 years older then me and he asked me to marry him, so I did at 18years ols and thats where my weight story begins, he was abusive in every sense of the word, and the more he abused the more I hid and ate, till I ate myself from 105pounds 130pounds then I got pregnant, and thought I am 19 whats the worse that could happen I gain a little weight I will take it off once the baby is born, and I did i gained 51 pounds and lost 55, i was thrilled, then the abuse started again, and my high school sweetheart came back into my life and said I needed to get out of that situation if not for me for the baby, so I did I upped and moved out while he was at work one day and moved to my parents house..my baby was 3 weeks old..
My high school sweetheart was then shipped off to desert storm and I was alone and scared and 20 years old, so I was a fool and called my ex back.. I know i know...we were together this time till my son was 1 1/2 it was rocky but I thought I was doing right for the baby.. THEN in swoops my knight in shining armour my husband now, and saw the abuse I was taking and refused to leave me in that situation so he and my brother moved my ex husband out and 3 years later we were married my knight that is we now have 2 daughters together and our son we have been married 14 years and it has been wonderful, BUT in my 2 pregnancys I thought i could bounce back like i did before WRONG.....my eldest daughter was born in 1993 and I put on 65 pounds and then in 1994 along came my youngest and I added 52 to that so now I am in the 220's, and never did lose it and slowly added to it till i was 279 my high weight....
