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Nov 27, 2012

WELL IVE MADE IT TO MY YEAR MARK .. ACTUALLY IM A FEW DAYS OVER IT... IM NOT YET WERE I WOULD LIKE TO BE AS FAR AS MY WEIGHT LOSS BUT I HAVE BEEN FEELING A LOT BETTER MOST DAYS.. IM KINDA STRUGGLING MORE SO NOW WITH THE MENTAL PART OF THINGS. NOW THAT IM ABLE TO EAT MORE I MENTALLY AM FIGHTING MYSELF TO STAY IN CONTROL, ITS A VERY SCARY FACTOR TO STEP ON THE SCALE AND EVEN SEE A FEW .OZ DIFFERENCE IM SO SACRED OF GAINING ANY WEIGHT HOWEVER I STILL MENTALLY AM THAT FAT GIRL, WHO HAS A HARD TIME CONTROLLING WHAT SHE EATS, THAT'S ONE THING MANY PPL NEVER SEE THAT THAT THE MENTAL PART OF WEIGHT LOSS AND SURGERY NEVER LEAVES YOU I WILL FOREVER AND ALWAYS BE THAT FAT GIRL INSIDE AND I HATE IT BUT IM DONG MY BEST TO TRY AND GET TO A PLACE IN MY LIFE AND MIND WERE I FEEL COMFORTABLE TO STAY IN CONTROL.

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