anewme143

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Ok so April 21st was my surgery.. I got it done and for the first day i was in ALOT of pain... i had woken up to look around for my parents and no body was around my room was empty.. i got a couple things of flowers.. so i gave my mom a call and she was HYSTERICAL.. she said justine dont worry your brother is in the hospital hes been in a bad accident.. I WENT NUTS.. nurses started running in... it was crazy next thing you know my mom said justine he is gone.. my brother had passed away.. ONE YEAR OLDER THAN ME WE WERE BEST FRIENDS.. i thought i cannot believe im going through this.. so i was mad at myself... for not being there and being in the hospital for weight loss surgery.. i had to go from the hospital to the wake and funeral it was alot to deal with!! I cant get my mind off of my brother.. There is one thing i do know is that he always wanted me to go to the YMCA and work out and get healthy.. so i have been working my butt off... I started my journey at 272.. i am now 243... almost 30 pounds gone.. it has not been easy for me but i am getting through one of the hardest times in my life right now!! Im trying my hardest to keep my head up high and dont let anything get the best of me... Just wanted to write in i will keep up with this from now on....Love you Bro!!