angel505
My name is Angel and I am 23 years old. I have been overweight nearly all of my life. I have been thinking about having RNY Gastric bypass since February 2007. Finally this June I decided this is what I need. I have a great boyfriend. We have been together only one year but I love him very much. Lately though I've been letting myself get down so much because of my weight issues and I fear that it is taking a toll on our relationship. I have always been a big girl but lately it has been hitting me hard I always have these constant headaches ( I blame those on the high blood pressure) and I am no longer motivated to do anything and this just isn't me. I blame it all on my weight. I really don't mind being thick or chubby but being where I am is just killing me. Everyday is a struggle for me trying to stay away from food (the bad stuff that I love so much) and its even harder for me to exercise because I feel like I am too far to help myself. This negative attitude and lazy life style that I am getting used to isn't me. I want my old self back again and I hope I get this surgery.
