COULD NOT HAVE GASTRIC BYPASS!!

May 12, 2009

HEY...EVERYBODY I KNOW I HAVE NOT POSTED IN LIKE FOREVER.  I TRY TO KEEP U UPDATED WITH THE PICS THOUGH I WAS JUST SITTING HER AND LOOKED AT MY BMI AND REALIZED AT THIS BMI I WOULD NOT HAVE QUALIFIED FOR THE GASTRIC BYPASS BECAUSE I NO LONGER WEIGH ENOUGH AND I DON'T HAVE SLEEP APNEA ANYMORE! I AM VERY THANKFUL THAT I MADE UP MY MIND TO HAVE THIS SURGERY I HAVE MY GOOD AND BAD DAYS BUT IT IS SOOO WORTH IT.  I AM VERY BLESSED TO BE ONE OF THE ONES WHO SELDOM GETS SICK COULD COUNT ON ONE HAND HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE THROWN UP. I HAVE BEEN GETTING ALL KINDS OF REACTIONS AND I AM STILL NOT USED TO IT YET. I DON'T SEE WHAT EVERYBODY ELSE SEES...PEOPLE HAVE BEEN CALLING ME SKINNY AND I AM THINKING YEAH RIGHT I AM FAR FROM THAT......RECENTLY HAD A FRIEND(SO CALLED) MAKE A COMMENT ABOUT ME LOOKING SICK AND I WAS SITTING HERE THINKING I AM FAR FROM SICK AT 300LBS YES I WAS VERY SICK.  I EAT WHAT EVER IT IS MY HEART DESIRES BUT I DO NOT STUFF MYSELF....I AM NOT GOING TO PUNISH MYSELF BY BEING RESTRICTIVE MY EATING HABBITS HAVE CHANGED BUT I AM STILL THE SAME PERSON ON THE INSIDE SO I HAVE TO KEEP AN EYE ON HER!!  I HAVE LOST 80LBS. CAN'T WAIT TO HIT ONEDERLAND!!

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