08/29/2011
Aug 28, 2011
Well, its true when they say you can gain it back. I started a new job as of 10/04/2010 and I have gained weight ever since I started this job. It has truly been rediculous. This morning I weighed 227.5. I need some real help. Today is a new beginning and I will be back to 180. I need some support.... some something....I'm not sure what im going to do.
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02/16/10
Feb 15, 2010
Well I'm working on year 3 now. I have plenty of restriction and still dump and get sick. But i eat whatever I want. When I am depressed and overwhelmed I still use food as a crutch. My weight fluctuates between 178 and 185. For the most part my clothes still fit but i tend to go with the clothes that are not binding. There is seriously something wrong in my head as to why I still eat the bad foods knowing i'm going to be sick.
I am a mess!
Angela
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12/11/09
Dec 11, 2009
Well its been awhile. I'm still around. So I haven't been that good about my eating but i have made it down to 175 and now i'm back up to 180. I can definitely wear a size 8 now. My weight is still high but i wear it really well. I look really skinny but i know i can do better. I'm in no hurry to lose any weight. I'm happy where i am. Anything lower than 175 is probably wont look good on me. I like my thickness but not too thick.
Love you all,
Angela
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09/18/09
Sep 18, 2009
I'm here for my monthly check in if anyone cares. I weighed 182 this morning. My clothes are really loose so i'm assuming i could probably fit into an 8. But we all know my weight goes up and down so much. Last night I went grocery shopping hungry......wrong thing to do! I bought everything in sight! So pray for me!
I wish I had money for plastic surgery! oh well.
Love you all,
Angela
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08/07/09
Aug 07, 2009
But that quickly I can lose the weight with a little dedication. As of this morning i am down 7lbs and it only took me a week. Can you believe that! Anyways I got 5 to go.
love you all,
angela
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07/28/09
Jul 28, 2009
OK so its been awhile. Here are some quick updates. I had surgery for a lipoma tumor in the muscle of my shoulder. Had it removed so i was out of order for the past week or so. I ate out every meal and no exercise so needless to say I have gained weight and it sucks. It seems that the weight is so easy to gain back. It is still a life time struggle for me and will always be. So this week i will try and walk cause I can't do much else and eat a little healthier.
So right now I am about 12 pounds over where I want to be. I am determined to get it off. I need to lay off the carbs....simple as that!
I swear weight loss surgery turns your life upside down and side ways. Its definitely not for the weak!
Love you all,
Angela
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03/31/09
Mar 31, 2009
losing all of this weight makes u do some stupid isht! This weekend i lost a really good friend over something i did that i wish i could take back. My heart aches cause i really hurt their feelings in the worst way. i havent been able to eat or drink. my stomach hurts because of it. How am i going to get over this?
Angela
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03/23/09
Mar 23, 2009
so i have come to terms that 185 is the number i am going to stick with. I am back in the gym and i am wearing an 8/10. It is what it is....
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2/12/09
Feb 12, 2009
I went to the doctor yesterday and he said I need to lay off the exercising and let my body rest.
I'm really sad about this cause I feel like I lost my best friend. Food was my best friend and since we are no longer BFF's exercise is and now I am without it. Whats a girl to do? Exercise is my outlet. It clears my mind and now i'm so stressed i could kill someone
So now i'm waiting to get ahold of Nancy the RN to see if i can do yoga or tai chi. I need to do something. I just feel so bottled up.
Angela
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2/10/09
Feb 10, 2009
Well I had surgery and it wasn't so bad. I was in and out. But now my digestive system is all messed up but this too shall pass. I did lose weight. I'm back down to 185 where I want to be. My clothes are hanging off me and my boots zip up so easy. Life is good.
Angela
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