TIME IS GOING BY SOOOO FAST! : )

Sep 15, 2010

IM SO GLAD TO BE ABLE TO FIND A WEB SITE THAT HAVE PEOPLE THAT KNOWS WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH.  FIRST OF ALL HELLO EVERYONE LET ME START BY TELLING YOU A LITTLE ABOUT MYSELF. IM 32 YEARS OLD I WEIGH 317LBS. I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD GET THIS SIZE BUT I DID AND WHEN I HIT 290LBS IN 2009 I SAID YOU KNOW WHAT I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE I CANT CARRY THIS LOAD ANYMORE.  I DECIDED TO GET HELP AND I DID.  TIRED OF BEING DEPRESSED, FRUSTRATED,UNHEALTHY,TIRED,OUT OF BREATH, AND SCARED IF IM GOING TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING.....IM SCHEDULED SEPTEMBER 27TH FOR PREOP AND SEPTEMBER 28TH FOR MY SURGERY AT COAST HOSPITAL IN NORWALK CALIFORNIA. IVE BEEN WAITING FOR A LONG TIME TO DO THIS, ALOT OF PEOPLE ASK WHY APRIL???WHY YOU DOIN THIS YOU BEING LAZY WHY DONT YOU JUST EAT RIGHT EXERCISE AND LOOSE IT THE NATURAL WAY... I DO EAT RIGHT I DO TRY TO EXERCISE I STOP WHEN MY BACK GIVE OUT OR MY KNEES BEGIN TO THROB I NEED HELP!!! ITS EASY FOR SOMEONE TO SAY THAT BUT I SAY LETS CHANGE PLACES AND YOU DEAL WITH THIS 317LB BODY AND C WHAT YOU DO. IVE BEEN THERE AND TRIED SO MANY WAYS TO LOOSE I GO DOWN THEN UP DOWN DOWN THEN UP.  IM DONE WITH THE NEGATIVE I ONLY NEED POSITIVE PEOPLE AROUND ME YOU FEEL ME?? I HAVE SOOOOOOOO MANY HATERS AND A FEW SUPPORTERS BUT I APPRECIATE MY SUPPORTERS AND IM OPEN FOR MORE!!! : ) I LOVE ME AND I THANK GOD FOR MR. MARTINEZ AND HIS NURSES THEY ARE VERY ENCOURAGING I I LOOK FORWARD TO MY SURGERY TIME IS GOIN BY SOOO FAST I CANT WAIT!!!

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