aymala
Well, I have been fat my entire life. I started gaining weight when I started kindergaten, and just never stopped. By the time I was in fifth grade I weighed 135 pounds, and when I left school I weighed 230 pounds. It really sucked. I was always the funny fat girl, always fun to be around, never fun to date. I watched all my friends getting boyfriends and having fun, and while I was never excluded, I never really had fun. I was to self conscious to really relax. I am 29 years old now, and don't have nearly half the experiences other people through their 20's had. I married the first guy to show a real interest in me, and I now have 3 kids I wouldn't trade in for the world, but I always wished I had been able to experience life before settling down. I feel like I have a good outlook though, I had my kid early, so my 40's and 50's will be alot of fun!!!
