Here I sit and wait

Apr 09, 2009

Here I sit and wait...thinking about Easter Weekend and wondering what next Easter will bring after my WLS. Looking forward to it but scared. It's a big step and even bigger commitment. I look back at my younger years and still wonder what went so terriblly wrong. I was born at 5 pounds 4 ounces. I was tiny for a very long time. When highschool came,  I was pretty good at loosing the weight ,but not good at keeping it off. I was even better at gaining it back and adding a few more pounds too boot. I work in a school setting so sitting on the floor with the kids is a bit of a trick. Loosing this weight means more to me than just my self esteem, but maybe taking a risk to do some things I was always self conscious of doing.. I have the opportunity to go on ski trips with the school but have never ventured out on a set of skis. How could someone over weight ever ski?? At least that's what I thought. I'm overwhelmed with the thoughts that just keep shining through. I've been amazed by the amount of support I have received from friends and family. I know several people now who have chosen the same journey and I can't wait to get on the road with them...just hanging out and sitting here waiting. 

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About Me
Prescott, ON
Location
33.6
BMI
RNY
Surgery
07/01/2009
Surgery Date
Mar 16, 2009
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