barb_b
March 29th
Mar 29, 2007
Well its almost here, 5 more days to go. I am not sure how I am feeling right now. My clients that I take care of everyday are more happier then my family for some reason. I started to write letters to my kids and hubby and rest of family, I know, little to much but just in case something should happen they will know how I feel. I cant believe this, 5 more days.
I started this journey 5 years ago, with a different doctor and insurance, even had a date, but lost my job and had to start over. But I am here now, this is what counts the most.
I guess I am feeling blue, no pun intended, about everything, but even I know that will pass soon.
I started this journey 5 years ago, with a different doctor and insurance, even had a date, but lost my job and had to start over. But I am here now, this is what counts the most.
I guess I am feeling blue, no pun intended, about everything, but even I know that will pass soon.
March 26th, 2007
Mar 27, 2007
Today I had my PAT's done. Can I just say I hate needles. All went well, except for my Anemia is out of whack again. So now its back to the old iron pills. My mom and I did my measurements when I got back from Barix, lets just say how depressed I actually am because of the measurements. I feel like a line backer on the school team..
Oh well just thought I would post something, getting closer to April 3rd, never realized that Easter was next Sunday where did the calender year go already?
Oh well just thought I would post something, getting closer to April 3rd, never realized that Easter was next Sunday where did the calender year go already?
March 7th, 2007
Mar 07, 2007
Hi to all who read, I haven't been the brightest bulb on the posts here, so I decided to start posting. I heard that my surgeon was leaving the practice at the end of the month which sent the people into a tail spin who consulted with him. Glad to say he will be around till all of us are taken care of. Major relieve because a few of us started to panic horribly.
I have been on my cpap for almost a full week now and I have to say I love it. I haven't slept that well naturally in ions.
Excuse me if I ramble on, I usually just talk to myself and answer the same way, so this is new to me. I should be getting my surgery date in about 2 weeks a told to me from the doctor's assistant. I'm excited and yet I cant seem to control myself with my eating. Don't get me wrong, I am not pigging out, I have been doing the pre -op diet for about 2 weeks now and walk on the treadmill 2 to 3 times a week. But I seem to missing something not sure what it is. <---rambling---->
Anyway, It's 7:30 pm have to do dishes and then off to bed, both teenagers are actually spending time with dad watching anime movies, small miracle.
I think I am going to post every week up to surgery then every week after if possible. Things I need to get off my chest, So I'll be using this as my daily journal if you all can bear with me.
Good nite for now,
Barb
I have been on my cpap for almost a full week now and I have to say I love it. I haven't slept that well naturally in ions.
Excuse me if I ramble on, I usually just talk to myself and answer the same way, so this is new to me. I should be getting my surgery date in about 2 weeks a told to me from the doctor's assistant. I'm excited and yet I cant seem to control myself with my eating. Don't get me wrong, I am not pigging out, I have been doing the pre -op diet for about 2 weeks now and walk on the treadmill 2 to 3 times a week. But I seem to missing something not sure what it is. <---rambling---->
Anyway, It's 7:30 pm have to do dishes and then off to bed, both teenagers are actually spending time with dad watching anime movies, small miracle.
I think I am going to post every week up to surgery then every week after if possible. Things I need to get off my chest, So I'll be using this as my daily journal if you all can bear with me.
Good nite for now,
Barb
