Bethroe_Bodeen
I lied... Well, it wasn't ME, it was my damn scale. I swear!
Mar 31, 2008
GAH!!!! so a few days after m last post, I weighed again, and I was only down 4 pounds or so. My scale LIED!!!! 
i know this, b/c i only weigh 173 now, i was never 170. i got on my scale a few days after that wonderful moment, and it said back up to 179. BBBLLUUUHH!! anyway, i hit a plateu shortly after that at 176, and now i feel like its breaking b/c im 173 now and have lost 1 pound a day for the last 4 days HOORAY!!!! 
I finally feel like this is working again!
i know this, b/c i only weigh 173 now, i was never 170. i got on my scale a few days after that wonderful moment, and it said back up to 179. BBBLLUUUHH!! anyway, i hit a plateu shortly after that at 176, and now i feel like its breaking b/c im 173 now and have lost 1 pound a day for the last 4 days HOORAY!!!! I finally feel like this is working again! WHAT is going ON?
Feb 22, 2008
okay, I weighed myself, and I'm down to 170 pounds now (today). It's like i've woken up over the last 3 days, and BOOM! 13 pounds gone. I don't understand the wonders of this tool I have, but I'm not complaining! I'll just add it to the looong list of things in this life I don't understand. Oh, well! I'm just loving life!
So I'm no good at this...
Feb 20, 2008
I SUCK at keeping up with myself and blogs. :) so, basically, here's the skinny on me being skinny. HAHA! I crack myself up. ANYway, my 4 month-er checkup. yeah, I'm down 73 pounds!!!!! I wear a size 10 to 12, or a medium in dresses. NEVER have i EVER worn a medium ANYTHING. EVER. I'm really in shock, basically. oh, and BIG BIG news... are you ready for this, people?.....
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I BOUGHT A BIKINI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love my life! And here's the craziest part: My husband has not seen me since the end of December. You know, I know it doesn't seem like that long of a timeframe, but it really is, considering I was still a size 18 when he left, and not yet in ONE-derland. I still have a looong way to go, however, in order to be able to make this last for the rest of my life. My eating habits are still not that great, I DO cheat because I can tolerate any food you put in front of me, I just don't have the desire to cheat a lot. I mean, I really do try to be a good storng person for myself, but those Cheeto-s are damn good liars. (and I only have 10-12! HALF the serving size, thank you!) I have to beat my mental cravings if this is going to work for me. I HAVE to make this work, I've put too much pain and suffering into it for it to fail me, or for me to fail it... however it goes.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I BOUGHT A BIKINI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love my life! And here's the craziest part: My husband has not seen me since the end of December. You know, I know it doesn't seem like that long of a timeframe, but it really is, considering I was still a size 18 when he left, and not yet in ONE-derland. I still have a looong way to go, however, in order to be able to make this last for the rest of my life. My eating habits are still not that great, I DO cheat because I can tolerate any food you put in front of me, I just don't have the desire to cheat a lot. I mean, I really do try to be a good storng person for myself, but those Cheeto-s are damn good liars. (and I only have 10-12! HALF the serving size, thank you!) I have to beat my mental cravings if this is going to work for me. I HAVE to make this work, I've put too much pain and suffering into it for it to fail me, or for me to fail it... however it goes.
1st Post-Op Visit
Oct 25, 2007
So... I went to my first post-op visit today... AND I LOST 23 lbs.!!!! Wow. I guess I'm in shock, because I've never lost this much weight so fast. I lost 20 lbs. in a month one time, but this has been 15 days! Wow. My pants fit better, and so do my shirts, my husband can REALLY tell in my face, and he says everyday how I'm getting more and more beautiful every day. :) I love my life! I am gonna post pics come my one month "surgiversary." I hope to be in "One-derland" by Christmas! I only have 26 lbs. to go! Wish me luck!
