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Today, my best friend, Karen, bought me a Christmas gift -- clothes!  They were so lovely--a red scoop neck sweater, a cute jacket I would have never gotten myself, and a slinky velvet top in chocolate brown. 

Well, I immediately put on the red sweater and jacket.  Later tonight I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror.  Wow.  I look soooooo good!!!  Everything hugged, the fabric had shape other than just hanging down, everything accented and highlighted my curves.  I could see my stomach looking flatter, harder and more firm. 

I haven't seen this me in so long.  What an amazing Christmas gift.

It's 30 days until my surgery.  I got my insurance approval -- only five days after submitting the request!  (Woo hoo!!!   Thank you, Blue Shield PPO.)

I can't wait until the surgery.  It's like I wish I'd lost all the weight already--as impossible as that is.  I guess I have to go through the hard work.  Has to be done.  I'm looking forward to the process -- to experiencing it openly.

Wish me luck!