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Hi Im Elisa.Im overweight.I didn't use to be that way.I was once a voluptuous woman with a goal in life.Until I met my first husband and he changed everything.He was abusive both physically and emotionally.I started to get depressed and it went from there .I had 4 children nd between each one I get bigger and bigger.When I married my second husband I had finally lost some weight and began to live again.That is until I married him and he was sent to prison.for 3 years and 8 months.After he got out he became abusive too.I finally got fed up and called 911 one night and he left me because he was afraid of going to jail again.When I say he left me I mean he left me with everything.Bills.destroyed house and a weight on my shoulders that I found hard to bare.I became bi polar because of all I had been through.Now my life consist of pills and weight I can not get rid of.I have tried diets ,exercise.Ive tried it all and I cna't lose it .Now Im scared and I want relief,I want happiness I don't have now because of my weight.I want a man to look at me and say wowo.Like they use too.But most of all I want to play with my grandchildren and not be out of breath and dizzy.Well that's my story,and I guess I have been sticking to it for 14 years.
