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BigLoser
Hi Toes!! Haven't see you in awhile!
Jan 10, 2007
I was NOT comfortable-
How could I really enjoy my life when I disliked how much I felt and despised how I looked? I am really one blessed woman - I have an amazing family and wonderful husband - all who love me unconditionally. But - they were all scared for me. And I knew it. And I was scared for me. How could I possibly lose all the weight I have accumulated in my life? I was overwhelmed and desperate.
This operation wasn't considered because I'm vain - I needed to save my life. With diabetes, high cholesterol, high blood pressure, sleep apnea and a BMI equal to my ever expanding waist size - I was heading to an early grave - Well, that was not going to happen. I have always been proactive. I asked my doctor if I was a good candidate for gastric bypass, and with a resounding "YES" - my journey for weight loss had begun.
I had gastric surgery on June 6, 2006. I had many hoops to jump before I could have the operation - but I did it. It took pretty much a year between the insurance conditions and pyschological appointments. They really want you to understand that this can be risky and life as you know it will change.
I had NO pain. NO regrets. I feel amazing. I can't tell you what losing over 100 lbs in 12 months has done.
No more medicine.
I did everything by the book and now, after a year, I am experimenting more. I need to remember that my "Pouchy" is always in control. And Don't make "Pouchy Grouchy"!!! I am not saying it's been easy. They take care of your stomach - not your head. But, if you want it bad enough, and I do, then it IS easy. What an amazing journey this is - I am so lucky and blessed. It's a second chance - a "do over", if you will....
My head has lost the most weight - I am no longer bogged down with what I am going to do with all the weight I needed to lose and how I was going to do it -
I am comfortable
I am lighter
I am healthier AND
I feel beautiful
If you have ANY doubts about this surgery - please know how much of an impact this will have on your lifestyle. This is not a quick fix, this is not easy. But, this wonderful operation is a tool for you to live your life as it should be lived... With good health and a clear mind.
Thank you Dr. Partridge - Thank you, Me