blondie2001

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Well.....it is finally here!!!  I am so excited to start my new life!  It is funny how god works - I am not scared or nervous.  The only think I feel is eager.  Eager for tomorrow to get here.  I want the surgery to be over so I can start losing this weight and start to feel better.  We took pictures (those horrible before surgery pictures)  and I just cring when I look at them.  I say to myself "How did you let yourself get this way!".  Everyone is so supportive of this!  It is going to be the best thing I ever did for myself!  Unfortunatley, I have lost a long time boyfriend over this but that is because of his fear.  So I am doing this with the support of my loving daughters and best friend.  The 2 week diet was okay because I know what I wanted and it was this surgery.  But today is really hard - the all clear liquids only - I am hungry and my stomach is growling but I am staying tough.  I wll get back on and let everyone know how it went on Tuesday of next week - that is when I will be back at work.  Be thinking good thought tomorrow from 8:00 to 10:00 am. 
Thanks!
Gayle