So much for getting started..

Jun 06, 2011

Reading back on my last blog post... I am both disapointed, and enlightened...it's been two years and I've done nothing but gain...

I was so ambitious.. so excited and determined, so ready for this change... but it never came. I worked hard at a lot in my life, but myself..my needs always took the backburner..

Now... looking back.. I'm not even half as motivated.. the intent is there.. I want it.. I just don't have it in me to do it and try again, and fail again... I barely have it in me to finish this blog properly now that I've started and realized just how damn lazy I've gotten..I can't hardly remember the last time I've walked anywhere.. I can however remember that I hacked and wheezed at some point...

Maybe tomorrow....

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