BreeJ

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im over the waiting till i have my surgery. Its like its my excuse to eat more!! 'I have 4 weeks until i start losing weight... i can eat that block of chocolate' but no i should stop now but i just cant. I think its depression that is making me eat. I had lost about 30kg (60-70 pounds) and i had gotten down to 90 kgs (200 pounds). I went through the stage where you through out all ur old clothes coz they dont fit you (you never think that you will ever get to that size again so why would you need to keep those clothes) and now i have almost put all that weight back on and i have no clothes to wear and i refuse to buy new clothes coz i dont think there is any point coz my surgery is in 4 weeks. Sometimes i wish i hadnt lost that initial weight so then i wouldnt no what its like to be smaller. Oh well... i should stop dwelling on the past and look forward to whats ahead. BRING ON THE SKINNY ME THAT I KNOW IS INSIDE WAITING TO COME OUT!!

i met with the Dr on friday and i have decided to go with the lap band... i hope it is the the wright choice for me. I have my surgery date for the 29th of jan 2008 so hiopefully by this time next year i will be hailf my size! Its so exciting! I got abit of a suprise when i had my first consult... i thought i was 167cm but i was wrong im only 164cm! so the BMI gets put up a extra point. Other then that im really happy with my choice in Dr and bring on the next month... CANT WAIT TO START LOOSING WEIGHT!!!!!

Im having a meeting with a surgeon on friday... im really excited about it but i still havent decided whether to do the lap band or the sleeve but i wil go through that with him... will get back to you all when i have had my meeting with him!! So excited!