Something from the Gray Matter

Jun 14, 2009

For months I have been trying hard to find a way to describe how I feel since surgery.

I am now four months post-op and I can’t believe it.. The time went by so quickly. But, here I am… I can’t believe that a year ago April I was 418 pounds.. and here I am 270’s??? some where in there. I don’t feel like a different person honestly I don’t,, though to talk to people around me you would think that was the case. But, I feel more a sense of freedom that I haven’t felt in a LONG TIME…. Suddenly life seams possible. I want to experience new things. I want to educate myself. I want to give more to others. Suddenly just being here is not enough.. I WANT TO LIVE… I want experience life.  

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