carmen428_durbin
Oct 8 2008
Oct 08, 2008
Well I go to see my nutricianist on the 15 of this month. I am so nervous when I see my regular doctor this month because I have a feeling I didnt lose anything. I tried just drinking Kellog's H2O waters and not eat anything but that was a mistake. I felt horrible the next day (I think due to the diebetis). I felt like I was going to pass out at work. My boss and I walked over to the Rite Aid and my blood pressure was up 154/125. Bad I know right. I feel like I have no idea how to take care of myself. Hopefully my nutricianist will shead some light. I have been on diets all my life and I am ready to just have a life style change. I do want to feel bad anymore. I hope that I get approved right away in Jan. Jan. is the last month of the 7months.
OH BOY HERE WE GO
Oct 03, 2008
Well I am 4 months in on my journey to feeling better. I am so excited but scared to start this journey. I dont know about any of you out there but I am scared about not knowing myself or not liking the way I am going to look. But it should'nt be about that, right? It should be about getting rid of my diebetis and PCOS and feeling better. I hope that you all dont think of me as shallow. I know I want to do this I'm just scared.
