What Is The Problem

Jan 02, 2009

I am in need of some serious encouragement here. I have lost a total of 67lbs since my surgery on August the 26th and I am not complaining. But I am sitting in another stalled moment and it is really starting to piss me off. I have gotten sick a few times this past year with Pnemonia once and an infection the other time and now the doctors are telling me that I am Hypoglycemic and I have been having to add enough carbs to the diet to keep my sugars high enough so I don't crash. I wanted to be lower than I am right now but I can't get enough excercise in while I am sick and feeling like crap....not to mention that I always find some reason why I can't when I am feeling good enough so really I have noone to blame but myself. I don't eat things that are bad for me, I eat what I am supposed to and the amount I am supposed to....sometimes even less because it makes me feel sick if I eat too much....I am setting a goal of 13lb weight loss for this month....to start off 2009 right....I really want to see 199 on that scale and I am almost there....I have a treadmill and a recumbant bije so I am starting on those....I want to work up to 5 miles a day on the treadmill.....who knows..right now I am just frustrated as hell and don't know what to say.....

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