Moving forward ramblings

Nov 28, 2010

I TOTALLY understand wrapping your mind around the whole thing. It truly was up until the evening before surgery that it REALLY hit me....I ate a super yummy supper (full fledge meal whatever I wanted), had a couple of glasses of wine, took a bath and went to bed, prayed and off to sleep. It has been THE SINGLE best decision of my life next to having my children. NO QUESTION ABOUT IT. I absolutely knew that I had to do this for me and my family. I was sick and tired of being sick and tired....simple. I had had enough. I just knew that there was a healthier me inside of all that mess.
I have been lucky enough to have not been "hungry" one single day since surgery. I only eat because I HAVE to eat....period. I cannot even begin to explain the freedom I have been blessed with since having surgery. I do not deny myself a taste of anything...geeez....I only eat an nth of anything that I ever ate before...I mean an nTH. I still am amazed at how this sleeve works...I still cannot believe that CRAZY SCALE! I feel like I have lost all of my weight even though I have far to go...but not nearly as far as I did.

Congratulations on making your decision...now just take time to absorb it. I pray you will have the same successful happy journey I have had. Blessings to you.

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