Upset with myself

Nov 10, 2009

As I sit here at work I'm just so disgusted with myself.  I have stopped making my surgery my PRIORITY. I really should be way smaller than I am now. I have asked a dear friend of mine from OH to be my mentor where I would weigh in weekly and give her my stats. As of today, my RNY is MY PRIORITY.  I haven't gained any weight and I certainly haven't lost any either. My mini goal is to at least lose 20 pounds by the end of the year then work on the other 30 pounds that I want to lose by my 2 year surgery date which is April 14, 2010.

I'm sighing as I type this because I know better and I didn't have this surgery to give up now.

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