chrissyemerald

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well, found out that i was no longer having twins...but i still have one healthy strong baby growing inside of me. :) I am ok...was a little hard when i found out, especially with all these hormones flowing through me right now. But, god would have taken it away from me for a good reason and I am ok with that.

Well today is the 8 week mark (by the calendar, little under by the measurements). And how  am I feeling? Lets see...yesterday it was all I could do to stand up and not have black spots in my eye...this producing extra blood for 2 more bodies is (on certain days) tiresome...lol And also, I couldnt stop snacking. The day before, I could barely eat...maybe I made up for it? I am still in shock that I am having twins. I hope that everything goes well and develops perfectly. I am so happy, I kind of knew that I would be the different one in the family. I've been trying for years, watching my friends and family pop them out left right and centre, and now I guess with twins I made up for everything. I have people jealous at me now because alot of them wanted twins. I can honestly say 2010 was MY year....Mine. I have been waiting for all of this life changing stuff for so long. I WILL be a great mommy :) ( i can hope right? lol ) Kind of sad that I never got my sonogram picture though, I better get one from my dr. That is for sure a keep sake.

AHHHHHHHH lol

Well, my husband is a hunter, so this year he is dragging me to the hunt camp for 2 weeks with him and a bunch of other guys. There is a different crew each week, and very different types of food....I am bringing an arsenal with me but I don't think it will be enough. I know the first week is going to be alot of pastas but I am worried whats going to be in them, the ol' gall bladder can only take so much lol. I'm going to do my best and I hope that when I come back I am in ONEDERLAND!!! That would be freaking awesome. I'm going to get alot of exercise out there so just maybe *crossing fingers*. Wish me luck!!

Well shopping has officially started. I've been buying xl-med stuff for the bottoms whereas before was almost 5X!!! same with my shirts except they are about a 1X right now, Still...huge accomplishments. I went to walmart last night and actually got skinny jeans in the SKINNY SECTION ...LOL and a white Tshirt, i've NEVER been able to wear white, even at my wedding i hated that i had to wear white. I want to get those pictures redone so bad. I know it was a great day in my life but I can't help but want to be sick when I see those pictures...One day i'm renting a dress and getting new pictures done just to say I did it :) Kind of randomness tonight, I know but all these little steps make me feel so much better. I hope everyone else embraces them all :)