cmobley4
Im a mother, wife, daughter, sister and wife. Im 27 years young and the heaviest I have EVER been.
I have always been a plus size girl. Even in Kindergarten I was a fat girl and I remained that way until High School. Once I got into H.S. I leveled off and my weight wasnt "AS BIG" of a deal, but I was still bigger than most girls, but I had a pretty face and big boobs, so it didnt matter. I was too smart for the boys at my school so I dated college boys... and they NEVR cared!
As time passed, I just lived and then I got pregnant with my son. No big deal... I lost weight! BUT AFTER I HAD HIM, I GOT "THE SHOT" FOR MY BC AND GAINED 60 LBS!!!! My Dr said there was nothing they could do to control the hormones and he just suggested that I NOT get another shot at the end of the 3 months... DUH!!!!!!
At the time I was living in Orange County... land of the beautiful and the weight gained KILLED my self esteem. By the time my son was 2, I had lost about 30 lbs, but plateaued and stayed there.
Then I got married, had another baby and gained 20 lbs back, which is where I am today!
I believe that weight loss is the biggest struggle of my life. I have conquered all other challenges in my life, but this one. Its quite defeating, but I refuse to give up.
Some days are better than others. Some days I just wanna put on my fat girls clothes and stay in bed, but I have a family that need me and a life that I want live to the fullest. I believe that the answer is buried somewhere within me. Im looking for it...
