2010

Dec 27, 2009

As this year draws to a close I have been reflecting on 2009, wow what a year, it wasn't all that good for me,  I have been jobless this entire year due to the economy, I was single for majority of the year and I am still single, I was in a a bad situation, I was unhappy and depressed and crying all the time, because I honestly didnt think I could make it on my own, not another single year, I was hurt that he broke his promise of being here no matter what... but i learned that people dont take promises as seriously as I do, and I really truly believe its his lost cuz i was and still am the best thing that ever happen to him, and he will regret it.

Anyway I decided that 2010 would be the year of me.....I would look out for myself more, go out and enjoy life, make a better woman out of myself, get  my degree and become a teacher, lose weight, so that i can explore the world , and just be happy...thats my goal.....WIsh me LUCK!!!

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Gotta do something...about this weight!

Sep 07, 2009

This week has been a rough week for me. I have had so many up and down moments..more downs than anything though.

I lost my boyfriend of 2 yrs...and not because he didnt like me for me, but because I let my weight and fear push him out of my life. It hurts and I know how I am..when i get depressed and sad..food is my best friend..and I really dont wanna get into that mode of eating sleeping and crying. 

My first thing to do on my well todo list is to find some insurance so that I can find out about this surgery and get a start to my weight loss journey.

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