Super band....

Jul 05, 2009

Uggh...my band is sooooooooooooo tight right now! I know it is only because it is that time of the month...but geeesh...I can barely get anything down..wouldnt it be great to be done with my period and have lost a bunch of weight!! yeah right!!

Well I posted my July pictures...I am 72lbs down...feels like it is going so slow!! but it has only been 5 and a half months...I am down two sizes in my shirts..this one is a 2x....i was wearing a 4x..how embarassing...how did I ever let myself get to be such a big huge person?

I know I am a food addict...I still am...I obsess over it though...I should write everything down..but I always forget...so I am always thinking about how much I ate and if it is too much...right now cant really eat too much...

We are leaving in a couple days to go to my parents..cant wait...nobody really knows but my parents that I even had surgery....I wonder if anybody would be able to tell..probably not...my step daughter came home..and she didnt notice anything since the last time she saw me....neither did my step son when he saw me...oh well....I dont really feel like I  look any different. I FEEL different...I can do things better and have more energy...but still in the grand scheme of things I am still morbidly obese..and have a super long way to go...so I guess I will just keep on plucking away at it. I hope I can loose some when I am home as we will be on the go constantly...we will seeeee!!!

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