CrystalY.
Scared tooo death!!!!!!!!!!!
Nov 13, 2006
Well here I am officially at 2 months and 1 day out. My weight has been at a stand still for the last week. My last post was 7 days ago and I weighed 281. Here I am 7 days later and I still weigh 281. I'm scared to death. I haven't had any protein supplement in about week because I ordered some and it didn't agree with me so I'm now waiting on some samples to try. I pray to God that the reason I'm at a stand still is because I haven't been getting my protein. I'm so scared that already it's all over for me. I'm scared that I've messed up my chance at a new life. I pray that God will help me figure out how to fix what I seem to already have screwed up. This can't be the end, it just can't.
Update 11/6/06
Nov 06, 2006
Well it will be 8 weeks tomorrow since my surgery. I hadn't posted any updates since they changed the site so I thought it was about time. I started at 338lbs. and I'm currently at 281 lbs. . I don't know how I feel about that right now. I've heard about so many people losing much more then I am. I guess part of the reason I could be struggling is that I've been sick with some kind of flu for 2 weeks now. It kept me from working out but I started back again today. Sick or not I have to get back to working out. Also, in the past couple weeks I have had more trouble eating. I have frothed I guess is how they say it, almost everyday for 2 weeks either from my meds or something I'm eating. The nausea I didn't have is now on full force at times. I can only hope at this point that things get better and I can be encouraged by some more weight loss. I'm still happy I had the surgery I just pray I start dropping the pounds again.