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When I first started out I had set several goals for myself.  I am going to start a new list for myself.

1. I need to lose the 10 lbs I have gained. grrrrrr!

2. I want to get back into an exercise routine again.

3. Be happy about the pitiful class I have this year ....in 6th grade.

4. Put more trust in myself...I am so down on me...I just need to believe that I can do this weight management thing.


.....to be continued.......

I am realizing that nothing good lasts forever...at least that is how I feel today. I have gained..... there I said it out loud. I have gained 10 lbs just like that. It was like I gained one pound every day and couldn't make it stop. I am so mad at me for not keeping this incontrol. I feel like I am not my own person any more. THat sense of  power I had before is gone. No longer there. I hate it. I just need to get a grip and i am trying. I have been doing this by myself for too long. I know it will get better...soon. It just has to.

Wow....this is tough to deal with.