5 years later

Aug 20, 2012

Hey everyone....havent been on here for quite awhile.  Boy has this past year been a roller coaster ride...and not a good one.  Ive found out several things about my body and this surgery that I wasnt aware of.  Sadly Ive gained back 70 lbs and my appetite is back in full force.  I also did a stint with alcohol that was/is horrible.  I never really drank b4 the surgery so had no idea it would affect me so much after.  I kno they talked about it but since it didnt pertain to me i just kinda skipped that part of the presentation...much like the pregnancy part as i knew i wouldnt be having any more kids.  Ugghhh....I tell myself i'm not at my highest so its time to kick it in gear now but it is soooo hard.  I'm obviously having the same problems that led me to the bypass in the first place.  Part of me would like to get a revision but there are sooooo many horror stories out there with them I just dont know.  Plus I'm pretty sure my husband wont let me.  I havent seen my gastric doctor in over a yr as i'm embarassed i gained so much weight back.  If I could even get down to 200lbs I would consider setting up another appt.  I turn 40 this yr and this is so not where I wanted to be.  I do know I plan on going on this website more because it gives me great ideas and hope for a future.  I got lazy and between the alcohol and insomnia..my dr tried me on a med that i gained 18lbs in 1 month....I just have not been able to snap back.  So.....here goes nothing, or everything!!
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About Me
ND
Location
36.2
BMI
RNY
Surgery
07/24/2007
Surgery Date
Apr 25, 2007
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