Hey EVERYBODY....

Apr 21, 2009

I just want to thank everybody for all the support you have given me. I have never seen such an amazing support system. "OH" has been a bleesing. This past week has really been hard on me. First, I found out my insurance had been canceled. I was devistated.  I felt like my heart had been ripped out. I cried and cried but, than I got over it. Then yesterday, we found out that my husband had been laid off. He worked in Iraq making great money and was sent home on medical leave in January. Now, instead of sending him back they just decided to go ahead and lay him off. Now, we have no insurance and no paycheck and to top it off we are finally in our last month of the adoption of my nephew. I am so scared we won't be able to adopt him now. Instead of feeling my heart has been ripped out I just wish someone would rip it out. I would say "can things get any worse" but, I know they could. I am putting my faith in the hands of the lord. I hope and pray that things will get better and everything will work out. I really need to have the WLS. My health is not good and seems to be getting worse by the day. I kind of have a plan on how to still get the surgery even though all this mess is happening. I pray that I will still be able to get it. I hope that everyone will keep me in their thoughts and prayers. Thank you !!!!

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