deannhuss
Bad day....
Sep 22, 2009
Today was not a good day at all. I have had major depression today and have done nothing but cry, cry, cry.... I don't know why I did this to myself. All I want to do is eat like I used to. My mom came home tonight with a dozen donuts and watching everyone eat them killed me. I just broke down. This is so hard. I never imagined it to be this hard. I am having major buyers remorse at the moment. I've been having a sharp pain in my left side, so, I went to the doctor yesterday so they could check me for a blood clot; thank goodness I didn't have one. Today they checked my white blood cell count; I'll know the results of that tomorrow....My surgery was one week ago today and I have only lost 5 pounds. The doc said it was because I had 15 pounds of fluid I had to get off first. So, if you subtract the 15 pounds I gained during surgery and the 5 I lost after than it really makes a weightloss of 20 pounds. That's how the doc described it. That made me feel a little better. I ended up eating a strawberry tonight. I didn't know if I was allowed or not but, with the mood I was in I didn't give a rats patootie. Anyways, I'll update again soon.
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About Me
Pensacola, FL
Location
18.2
BMI
Surgery
09/15/2009
Surgery Date
Nov 05, 2008
Member Since
Before & After
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