April 17, 2010

Apr 17, 2010

Well....today is my last day to eat!  Tomorrow I start a liquid protein diet which I will continue through next saturday.  Then sunday, the day prior to my surgery, I must have only clear liquids.  My count down is at 9.....9 days until my surgery!!  It doesn't seem possible!!  

Over all this time, through all my learning processes of how to eat healthy, reading labels, finding the correct supplements, vitamins, weigh-ins, quitting smoking, different appointments & procedures.  The one thing that was my hardest, was giving up the way I used to eat!  I thought the hardest thing, for me, was going to be quiting smoking, but it wasn't!!!  It was my relationship I had to food!  I shouldn't have been surprised, but I was.  We are all here because we have an unhealthy relationships with food......I didn't realize that......call me dumb, but I really didn't think my attachment to food was my problem.  I thought food would be easier to give up than my smoking!  I have really learned alot about myself and I'm sure I will learn more.     

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