disneygirls
My Story
I have been overweight for many, many years and I am ready to be physically active again. I am too heavy to exercise and it literally hurts, but I force myself to do it and go slowly. Food consumes my life it is like a confront zone especially when you are bored has hell and when your down and depressed. Now I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I have tried EVERYTHING to lose weight. I want to enjoy the simple things in life that most people take for granted like flying in airplanes, yes I do fly now, but I need a seat belt extensions which is embarrassing very much, going out with my girlfriend and dancing with her and when our friends or family goes out with us. Well first I better take some dancing classes..lol , riding in roller coasters. I don't really like to go any where’s or do anything because of my size. I get tired very easily and my back and joints start hurting so bad, but I try to make it through it and not complain about it. I am going to fight for the right to EXERCISE and loose lose the horrible fat I promise that to myself and I am going to too do it. I want to live a long, long life and be with my girlfriend and love her and her family because they are wonderful and awesome people. I don't want to be heavy anymore. I chose the weight loss surgery because I know a few people who have gone through it before. I am ready for a change and I am prepared to take the risk. I am READY for this big step and I am willing to fight for it. They are doing awesome and they feel a lot better too. That’s what I want too more than anything you can possible imagine!!!!! Awareness = Thoughts, Feelings And Actions : I eat out of Boredom, stress, sadness, depression and anxiety. If I eat to much I feel really bad about it then I want to eat more to try and deal with the bad feelings. I always think about the way I look and feel and what others think about me. I hate being this way I wished I never got to this point but I did and now I want to change and the Gastric Bypass will help even though I have to strongly work at it every day.Also If I stay this way I won't probably ever beable to work again. I hate the way I look and it sadens me very much. Sometimes my emotions take off and it draws me to the food which yeah I shouldn't , but it seems to happens this way. I have poor self esteem.I read and watch tv and I see people dieing of being obese and to be honest with you I am scared of dieing I have a long life ahead of me. I hate looking at myself in the mirror because I am very unhappy with what I see. I see ugliness and fat. I fee very much disgusted and unlovable and dirty. I defintiely hate my size and shape of my body, particularly my hips, waists and thighs and my fat face.
Emotions = Stress, Anger And Depression :
Self Image = Body Image, Confidence And Self Control :
